notebooks

I've been using this notebook that i had with me last semester when i left my laptop at home. Found some 'entries' per say that i really like. I've also just been writing here and there whatever comes to mind, and i threw a few of those lines in too.

'The grunt of the blow hit me. You sailed on blue clouds and smoked the finest green. I heard from you sparingly. I didn't know if I wanted to ever hear from you.'

'I wish you'd finish running away, but I wish you'd finish far from me. I wanted to grow old without you. My lust had turned to hatred. I was so bitter.'

'The beginning was so beautiful. Rays of sun melted my heart. Liquor filled our bellies, the walls dripped like honey at night. The middle left me insane. I liked the intensity of my emotions around you. I knew I was alive.'

'We never played around with drugs. We didn't need to. The small effects that hash ever had on me anymore was attainable through your lips, and I was always drunk off of you. I can't speak for you, but maybe you get what I'm saying. You of all people I would hope knew exactly what I was saying.'

'altogether,

I sang holdsteady and sort of wished for the golden days. I didn't mind too much though. Stealing that from me was good. I forgot what it was like to be so pure. Althogether, things were wonderful. I'd rest my head and sigh but altogether things were just fine.'


this makes me nostalgic. I'm going to try to write more often.