I'll let your smile just off and carry me.


So, today I reworked my resume so that I could turn it in to some temp agencies. I've got to find something for this summer, and even though I've got some time I'm worried. Currently I'm trying to stash away money in my savings in case things go awry. School started the other day, and who would have thought- I'm already over it.
Homefront news: Katey and I are trying to think of ways to make things work. We got a new couch today which is floral and magenta and makes me want to puke. I took out a shit ton of trash and did about 4 loads of laundry. Chase has still yet to pack his bags although with each day he's owing us more and more money. Cory has begun parking in our driveway and hopes to move in ASAP. If things fall apart someone is taking over our part of the lease. Pretty much I'm fed up. I've learned a lot from this experience and even though Chris is a good guy, pays the bills and all that, he's like the annoying neighbor. There's constant questions streaming from his mouth and a hope that one day we'll join his strange party happenings. Unfortunately, Katey and I work too often to come home and want to listen to a group of guys yelling and acting like sloppy drunks. Pretty much, I'm over that.
Mom news: I had a good time this weekend. She was sour when I first got there because I hadn't gotten the damn receipt for the lost iPhone earlier, but I set her straight. I politely asked her to cheer up and not be so upset over something silly. She set me straight and told me she never asks for anything so when prompted to do something I ought to because it's important. I got that, and I appreciated the small smile I got out of it. She told me of her fear: that i had brought along the hated Katey. Oh, what a complex it is to have two people, both whom i adore and love, hate each other so.

this is stupid I'm done ranting.