happy new years everyone. katey and I almost went to bed at around 10, but then forced ourselves to find ways to salvage the night. We talked a lot about how amazing it is that we're still friends after being apart for 5 years and so on. We discussed our plans to move out with kyle when he graduates, and how shitty our current roommates are. I realized that i don't really have much to complain about, which is a good thing. I've got really amazing people in my life. Sure, there's the few who step all over me and those who are just plain rude, but when do I ever see those people? I have an amazing job and even though it's kind of boring it pays well and I enjoy the company. I have Ukrop's, but i call in constantly so it's not even like a job anymore. I have a lot of health problems, so i tend to complain a lot about that. Katey and I discussed how I throw pity parties for myself in front of her because of it, but that she can handle it. We were honest, and what we talked about was raw. There was no lying, no holding back, and I really appreciated it. I told her the truth about what was going on in my life. She told me the truth about hers. She's my rock, but even then most people aren't always honest, which is understandable because when you live with someone you want to have something that you can call your own even if it's just feelings or a story. :) I'm so appreciative of new years haha.

So, anyways the point is I'm a lucky girl. I'm broke a lot, my belly hurts almost 24/7, i hate working, but it all doesn't really matter that much when i think about it. Anyways, i love youuuu guys and hope yours was amazing.