'she laughed and danced through the field of graves. there i knew it would be alright, that everything would be alright.'

i'm hoping that soon i can go fruit picking. if anyone wants to tag along do come. Haha I remember one of the biggest fights I ever had with Chris was at an orchard. Dont think we picked anything, but I remember i had a tanktop on. Fuck I'd do anything for some warm weather.

We've decided God's got a sick sense of humor.

We've decided we're walking away.

I thought Jesus was for ignorant people,

I thought their only proof was salt in the ocean

because it stings like hell.

I've been told the dead walk through me

and that I eat 8 spiders a year:

Bullshit.

That Bible singes at the corners and

vanishes so simply.

Faith destroys our expansion, our evolution.

My fingers were once stained with grapes

now, my bloods tainted with their wine

I'm swaying in the wind,

and drowing in their deep color.

i've got about 5 hours of studying ahead of me. I want to run later, but i don't think i can breathe right to go more than a mile. We'll see.