i hate the

whore monopoly that you run.
just move already goddammit.



had a great conversation with mandy today. this girl is pushing me, and its giving me a complex. She's bringing me back to who I used to be, the girl who decided that the leary tat was so important and meaningful. The girl who was a feminist and would have never put up with douche bag's shit. I'm afraid to accept it because I know what it means I have to do. I'm playing with the idea, but reasonably I doubt i'll be able to do it on my own. How the hell am I supposed to walk away?

Two too many tests tomorrow, what a bummer since I'm failing both of them