parachuted this weekend, which was actually a mistake.

I couldn't believe it went downhill, but there's always that one time your favorite turns sour.

the same 3 people who have been my support system were once again the 3 who helped all night. The roof of my house is so comforting, and i love the time i spend on it with you. i also found that CIGARETTES calmed me down significantly. I want Adam and amber to come so badly, but who knows when they will come visit. I think i'm going to have to plan a trip up there soon.

i wonder what it feels like to be found out. The cheater deleted me from facebook this morning/last night, so I'd be guessing it's embarrassing. I wish that Ashley had told me like she wanted to, but that's always hard. I remember telling Tom Cruise's girlfriend about myself- fucker. Such a bummer when you find out about wasted time too. Ah, well. Thankfully it's so over and done with there's no pain from the awkward situation.

pabbi is getting too big for the bed. my baby is getting all growned up:) counting down until january- we're getting a new babyyy!