river child

It's strange meeting up with people who you haven't seen in months that left a huge impact on your life. I spent an entire summer filled with delight and foreign encounters. I did things most people can't attest to, and a lot of really cliche things. I met some people I could do without and some people I'll never stop talking to. But, when I saw you today in your red jacket I didn't know what an impact saying goodbye would have. New York's a big place, but you're a big kid. I'm glad I got to show you around before you tripped around the country, and I'm glad I got mosquito bitten with you.

haha it's really fucked up to me though how many people in my life are like you. people just come and go. they leave and then they come back and then they leave again, yet again to only come back. it's a vicious cycle. the several of you that exist are like rabid beasts. i really like it.

i hope new york is amazing. i hope you meet another river child. i really hope she's as fearless as me. i don't much want you anymore, although having you one last time wouldn't be so bad. I'll have to call kyle and tell him see what sort of good advice on life he'll give me. I'll never follow through with you, but I just want to see what he says.

but, on another note there's always you. 'the power i afford you is the one i wish i had over you.' and random missed connections haha.

ha, ha, fucking, ha.
mmmmmm i adore you. what a fucking shame.