quickie

Just a quick update.

It's such a terrible thing when you're internet gets turned off. It's like all the creative juices just stop flowing becuase where are you going to put what you come up with? I've been doing a lot of writing on paper lately, but typically my mind gets lost in other things. Hmm... my tat is being a bitch and peeling, my brain wakes up a few hours too slow, i think i'm getting a cold, and i have more excitement about moving out in a few months than i have had about anything in a long time.

I find myself envelopped in the warmth and comfort of my friend Betsy's soon to be born baby girl. Last night I went to walmart with katey and we bought baby wipes and clothes and such. Now, personally I am no where near ready for a baby. I've got a 2 year old dog at home that literally sucks every ounce of life I have left in me at the end of the day. She rips things to shreads, thinks its funny to leave food in her bowl while she eats whatever is on the counter, scratches the shit out of me, and if i'm lucky I come home to a pile of steamy shit. She's ill behaved with a nasty temper. She's mommys little girl and we've got this glorious hate/abusive relationship. It's a good time. So, after explaining ginnie/gina, I think it's safe to say I do not in any way shape or form want a baby right now or probably ever. Really, I just have this safe getaway. When I want to babysit and cuddle with a cute baby I've got it. More than likely when I need inspiration from a living being I'm going to have it. I love kids, always have. Worked at a daycare and never wanted to quit.

I just think this experience will be refreshing and real. Betsy and I talk a lot about me being baby daddy, and that shit is unreal to me. To think that I, Bianca, am going to be helping take care of a baby is just unreal. Haha, shit.

Enough about babies.


ALEX: KATEY AND I TOTALLY MISS YOU. GET A PHONEEEEEE. :)
you thought we watched crazy things before... just imagine- paris hilton has her own show now dum dum dum.